...*sigh* okay! I feel...like i'm talking to my old psychiatrist again, (i still hate you Dr. Bob)...but here goes...
I've been out of DA for like almost a week, my inbox was really loaded with messages when i came back today, which dosen't upset me, not at all. But during that time i was still out in Germany with my boyfriend and his family. Which, if i may add, was awesome...But whatever, that's not the point.
The point is during that time I felt completly...good, relaxed, happy. There was a short time before that i was a rather depressed state. Not EMO depressed, just "bored-of-life" type of depressed... I don't like being in that state, and nether does Zac. With lots of thinking, i came with the result that I needed to make changes. Big changes...
I quit my job.
Well, got fired actually. Well... no quit. I FOUGHT WITH MY BOSS, okay?? There. I was tired of it anyways.
I think i can get another job with one of my cousin's help, he offered me a job at the store, whenever i needed the offer was open. I could also not get a job, I could hang out at home or take more often walks, even take my little nephews or nieces somewhere, family should come fisrt...after i've been trying to ignore them for oh so long.
I'm...well, we, or course, might be moving from our crummy neighborhood to a new one, Zac already prommised to help me out in this, after all he was itching to move anyways. I'm also thinking about putting in some of my money from my extra account, the one I've been saving to go back to Japan...but, i could always put some in, for the best. As for Takashi, he's moving in with us, AGAIN. Yes. We can put up with that, hopefuly.
Wether a job or not, or move or not, I'll still be drawing, maybe still be posting...i'm not sure.
still some Invader Zim fan art, maybe.
But what really gets me angry it's that i promised myself that i would mix my life with DA life... but DA was mixing with my life too much...I didn't feel that happy joy feeling i would get when I typed in: deviantart.com
So, without further delay of my stupid ramblings probably not even half of my watcher are paying attention, I'm thinking about finally packing my bags from DA and going on my own personal DA vacation. I'll come back soon, promise...but i don't think i'll be commenting anymore or actually talking. I'm not in the mood to do anything with DA.
As for my artrades and requests. I'm still gonna continue them, it's only fair, none of you are the cause of this after all...But honestly, I can't say sorry enough, I'm a real...idiot! I HATE IT WHEN I'M LATE IN THINGS! I don't like to keep people waiting, it's always been a burden to me...i despise it!
So, as of today, later days...uh weeks...months, whatever. Guess, it's bye
~piggy








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Requests: closed
Artrades: closed
Gifts: closed
To do list:
Artrades:
- picture of Gir in an acorn suit - XD working on it...
- pic of Gei - ITS ALMOST DONE! I swear!! *is very very slow*
- pic of October - Lineart Done 
- pic of Todd and Meg, 30's outfit - working on it 
(Once asked for said request it might take time, sometimes even weeks, depends on my state, so do me a favor and be patient, so don't kill me ~piggy
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